Bismillahhirahmannirrahim~

Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan…
Dia milikku tercipta buatku…
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku…
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami…
agar kemesraan itu abadi…
Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihi…
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini…
ketepian yang sejahtera abadi…

Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan…
dia bukan milikku…
bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku…
luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku…
dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan…

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti…
berikanlah aku kekuatan…
melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit…
hilang bersama senja nan merah…
agarku bisa bahagia…
walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…
dan Ya Allah yang tecinta…
gantilah yang telah hilang…
tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah…
walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku…
pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu…
sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan…
adalah yang terbaik buatku…
kerana Engkau maha Mengetahui…
segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini…

Ya Allah…
cukuplah engkau sahaja yang jadi pemeliharaku…
di dunia dan di akhirat…
dengarlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang daif ini…
jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian…
di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat…
menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran…
maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman…
supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup…
ke jalan yang Engkau redhai…
dan kurniakanlah padaku…
keturunan yang soleh…

Amin… Ya Rabbal A’lamin…

p/s: tq TqaHanif for the picture..

onde-onde

my project for today is being on hold..ehh x moh la tulis in English..malas nk pikir..okeh..berbalik kepada projek hr ini..projek tertangguh..pasai apa? mau tau kenapa? kepala…ehh bukan..kelapa..kelapa tu dah tak best..yer..kelapa parut tu..dah cam masam sket..alahai..nasib baik perasan waktu try seketul dua kuih tue..so skrang ni..tak leh sambung buat sbb kene tunggu mama beli kelapa parut lepas her high tea kat hotel crystal..aiiyyooo..mcm lambat jer..cemane nk bg auntie ngan uncle untuk berbuka puase nih..so..sementara tunggu kelapa parut yg tatau bile nk sampai umah..hapdet la blog ni sket..okeh dah..abeh citer onde onde untuk hari ini..

i did it again..

i told him that i am in malaysia.
i shouldnt have told him.

i dont want him to know.
that was what i decided a few months back.
but, just half an hour ago i told him that im at home.
it shouldnt have happened.
i should have a strong will not to let him know.

addoooiiiii..
what was i thinking?

Blogging from the hotel..

I am currently using the internet service provided buy the hotel to their customers. I am staying at The 4* Radisson Edwardian Hotel in Heathrow. What happened was the flight that was supposed to take me and other passengers to Doha was cancelled due to technical problems. First, it was delayed because another flight was late and the airline has to wait for that flight first, then, it was an electrical power something problem and by that time we had already waited for two hours. Not long after that, we were told that we will be able to board in 10-15 minutes time, and when they had people from the first and business class queued up, the airline made an announcement and told us that due to the power electrical something breakdown, the computer system was affected and they are looking for technicians and spare parts to get the plane fixed.

They told us that fixing the plane is going to take some time, so they had given us lunch vouchers worth £15 per person. Right after lunch, they told us that the flight is cancelled and we have to go through passport control and claim our baggage. By that time it was almost 5pm. At around 6, we reached at the hotel and at 8, dinner was served. Kek diyer sedap. We were also given free breakfast which I didn’t get the opportunity to indulged because I did not received any further details about our replacement flights and I had to stand right in front of the person in charged so that I can get the details as soon as possible.

So, I am now on the MH001 direct flight from Heathrow to Kuala Lumpur, departing at 2200 hours and arriving at 1725 the next day. Hanis is on the afternoon flight.

I was feeling rather sad and at one point I feel like crying. I was able to refrain myself from crying every time I talked to my mom on the phone. But when I got to know that the flight was cancelled, I called her again and I was crying the moment she said jangan nangis yer. :P. Not my fault, hehe, sedeh tau.

I’ve taken some photos of the room that they put us in. I’ll upload them later k.

Ok then, I’ll update things later. Hopefully I will then be blogging from home.