sye rindu ayah~~

Butterfly Kisses by Bob Carlisle

There’s two things I know for sure
She was sent here from heaven and she’s daddy’s little girl
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
And I thank God for all the joy in my life
Oh but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
“Walk beside the pony, daddy, it’s my first ride”
“I know the cake looks funny, daddy, but I sure tried”
In all that I’ve done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning and butterfly kisses at night
Sweet sixteen today
She looks like her momma, a little more everyday
One part woman the other part girl
To perfume and make-ups form ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in the great big world
But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
“You know how much I love you, daddy, but if you don’t mind,
I’m only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time”
With all that I’ve done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning and butterfly kisses at night
All those precious time
Like the wind, the years go by
Precious butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
She’ll change her name today
She’ll make her promise and I’ll give her away
Standing in the bride room just staring at her
She asked me what I’m thinking
And I said “I’m not sure,
I just feel like I’m losing my baby girl”
She leaned on me
Gave me butterfly kisses with her momma there
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
“Walk beside me, daddy, it’s just about time”
“Does my wedding gown look pretty, daddy?”
“Daddy don’t cry”
Oh with all that I’ve done wrong
I must have done something right
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly kisses
I just couldn’t ask for more
Man, this is what love is
I know I gotta let her go
But I’ll always remember
Every hug in the morning
And butterfly kisses at night…

Selamat Hari Raya..

Bersempena dgn hari dan bulan mulia ni, I would like to wish,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin
to,
my family in sitiawan: ayah, mama, along, aja and adek..
my grandparents: atok & tok cik in muar
my godfamily: uncle tamjis, auntie kiah, azhar, abg azrie, kak mia, haziq and alya..
my uncles and aunties: pak ngah n mak ngah, pak yid n acik ita, uncle md noor n achik norli, pak cu n mak cu
my cousins: nana, adol, fahmi, luqman, muaz, sue, farha, harith, iliya, syafiqa, noreen n adam..
my frenz in malaysia, australia, new zealand and other parts of the world..
ayah, mama, along, aja n adek,
Sorry i cant be with you this year..it is now me who made the whole celebration incomplete..it was jaja’s the last time..we’ll be together again after next year..i promise..alin mintak ampun dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki..halal kan makan minum alin yer..

tagged by Syada- 5 Dream Vocations~

I have just visited Syada’s blog..and from my interpretation, those who read her latest entry is tagged..So here are my 5 Dream Vocations~~

  1. A Teacher – believe it or not, when i was 6 or 7, i remembered telling my mom that i wanted to be a teacher just like her.. and i still remembered how i used to take some chalks from school, use the old books and play cikgu-cikgu with my sister..we would use the cupboard as our blackboard, teach Math and BM and have soft toys as our students..then we would have times where we just sat at a table and started marking the used books..and after 13-14 years, here i am..on my way of becoming a teacher..never thought that it would be a dream-vocation-come-true..sort of..hahahaha..
  2. A Dentist – this was my dream vocation for years..i really thought that i will be able to be one..my mum thought being a dentist suits me very much because i have nicely structured teeth (as compared to my other siblings) and i just love to fiddle with tools..i remembered, every year, my class teacher ask me about my ambitions and i would say dentist..and when i went through form 4 and form 5, i just knew..that dream wont come true..reason: exam results yg tak brape nak best..
  3. A Civil Engineerrealising that my dream of becoming a dentist would not come true, i started to became fascinated with the law of physics..big and tall building amazed me very much..i wanted to be those people who met at a site, with the safety helmet firmly on my head, and talk while holding the big white paper and pointing to the building that is being built..but again..this dream did not come true either and the reason is, same as the above..
  4. A Model – this was a childhood dream vocation for my sisters and i..funny kan..i dont know why and i still could not figure out why did we really wanted to become a model back then..this would never come true i supposed..with a figure like this.. 😉
  5. A Housewife – i was watching an advertisement when i decided i wanted to become one..i was about 5 at that time..i thought it would be easy..just sit at home, wave goodbye to your husband when he goes to work, laze around, wait for him at the door when he comes back from work and cook dinner..yeah, dream on..that would never be the life of a housewife..

well, that’s my dream vocations..with one dream on its way of becoming true..and i wont waste that dream and become the teacher who changes so many lives..as Henry Adams says,

“A teacher effects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops”

let’s paarrttteeeyyyy..

two guys came knocking at the door..
one of them was shouting things i couldnt really understand..
and another one was holding an umbrella..
as i opened the door, the one shouting *terdiam* and said, ‘ooohhhh..’
they didnt expect that malaysians r living in the house and we dont party like they do..
smell of liquor *semerbak menusuk hidung la kan*..
then the one holding the umbrella, agak kiut juga, malu- malu said,

‘Hi there,
House 2 is having a party..
if you would like to join us and have some fun..
meet the people living in the village..
you are welcome to join us..
rite, see u..
cheers!!’

–>giler ker aper nk aku join korang party..ntah2 haper2 laaa..party jer reti..main jauh-jauh la weeihhh..

kad raya~

mari kite sambung entry yang revolve around the word raya..
tajuk kali ini:

~Kad Raya~

Kesuntukan masa made me buy some kad raya from ebay..
Tp smpi skrang x smpi2 lagi kad tuh..
dah 5 hari dah..
i need to contact the seller..
Addeeeiihhh..

Tp ader juga kad yang beli kat ebay tp dah smpi dah..
Separuh dah tulis nk hantar..
Separuh lagi blom..
Kena pikir elok2 nk anta kat sape..
Takut x cukup kad..

Ohh yer
Just today I received my first kad raya from Malaysia..
Thanks ye..
Really appreciate it..