home is where my heart is right now..

I hardly cry..
sad movies never make me cry..
but today, i cried..
i just cried that it lasted for 40 minutes..

all the emotions have been boiling up inside of me..
waiting for the time to explode..
and today, it exploded..
in streams of tears..
stream after stream..

why?
selfishness..
losing trust..
home..
wanting to be home..
lonely..
i’m missing mama..
i’m missing ayah..
wanting to be home..
in the arms of mama and ayah..
and..
i think..

i miss him.

10 Thoughts.

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