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I am still in the same condition as I was yesterday, minus the sore throat and the tummy cramp.

I went to the hospital this morning. Reached there exactly at 8 am and the waiting area was already full of people. There was no seat left. I managed to get a number, number 71. and they have just been calling number 17. That was just to register. After a while, I felt sicker waiting that I put my number back As I was putting my number on the counter, I noticed that there was no more number left for people to see the doctors. Maybe there was too many sick people around. So, I headed to the one and only clinic in Beluran.

Guess what?

The clinic was still closed. I waited for almost an hour hoping that it would open. Too bad, it did not.

I bought myself some Actifast and headed back home.

Currently, I’m surviving onΒ  the medications that I have in my keepings.

A tablespoon of Breacol. Two Actifast tablets. One Clarinese tablet. One Ventolin tablet. One Asmafen tablet.

Huks.

I’ll be heading to Hospital Sandakan tomorrow morning if my condition doesn’t get better by tonight.

😐

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I am currently down with fever, cough, sore throat, running nose, headache, body ache, tight chest and a slight cramp in the tummy.

And I’m pretty worry and scared because these are all the symptoms of H1N1.

I have just returned from a short trip home where my days were full with activities in public places.

To add to that, I’m asthmatic too.

Huks.

Nauzubillah. Mintak dijauhkan.

I’m off to the hospital tomorrow morning.

😐

P/S: And I’m just wondering, what if, what if today is my last day.

Cuti Tekanan Jiwa

I took Cuti Tekanan Jiwa on Thursday and Friday. And I went back to Semenanjung.

I saw faces of my loved ones. Mama, Jaja, Sarep, Pak Cu and his whole troop, and of course, Azwan. Along did not manage to came down to KL for she has tuition classes to teach. Gossiping, a lot of talking and advice giving sessions were done. I’m glad that I have them to talk about my tekanan jiwa at work.

I saw new faces too, which I really hope to see again. Azwan’s whole family, except his father who was working on that day. It was an unexpected meeting. It was my first meeting his mama too. Hiks. It turned out that Mama’s chilhood friend cum neighbour cum classmate is staying right in front of his house. So when we visited her, we visited his family as well.

And I saw an old face whom I have not seen in years. We were in the same class from Year 1 till Form 5. He was my closest friend back in school. Jaffrey. I was in Mid Valley with Azwan when I bumped into him. He sure does look thin. Thinner than the last time I saw him, in 2005, if I remember correctly. It’s been a long time that I could not even remember the last time I saw him. Ha ha ha. Well, glad to see you, dude.

Now, I’m back in school. Facing the reality. Back to all the work load I left. Back to my kids that needed my guidance.

Hoping and praying that I could stay positive. At least for two weeks.

And why two weeks?

Because I will get to see my loved ones again in two weeks time.

Yay.