Author Archives: Alin

Shrug.

Posted on by under Emotions Revealed

I smiled. I made jokes. I giggled. I laughed as I often did. I’m all positive with the posting news.

Not until someone said during breakfast, ‘She’s smiling and laughing, but we’ll never know how she feels inside.’

What she said is true. I’m putting a smile just to hide what I feel inside.

I lashed it out at the cat, screamt at it just because it came near me.

I slept all day just because I don’t feel like talking to the others.

Truthfully, I’m on an emotional roller coaster ride.

And my head is throbbing. It hurts.

Sabah.

Posted on by under Emotions Revealed, World of Teaching

Posting result was out yesterday. As you might have guessed, yes, Sabah it is. Never thought that I would be one of those who would need to take the flight off to the other side of Malaysia.

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I was shock and dumbfounded the moment I got the news. I had mixed feeling. It’s something that I would not want yet I can do nothing about it. I still have to go, register and teach in the school they asked me to. Where ever it is, I know some children need someone to teach them English and I have to be there for them. After all, teaching comes with some passion. No matter where.

I was also in denial yesterday. Many of us were, especially the other 20 who have been posted to Sabah too. Jokes after jokes were made to put our mind off things. Some of us said that this was a prank by KPM. Some said that Sabah was only a template and our data was not up yet. Some has already planned to buy and name their sampan, including me. One has already gone to Singapore to look for a pair of yellow boots by Charles & Keith.

Haha. Blergh.

Well, come to think of it, Sabah is not that bad after all. Sabah je. Je~~~

p/s: He was sad about it. It’s heart wrenching to see him like this. Please don’t be. We’ll work something out. 🙂

Tempted.

Posted on by under Daily Scribbles

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RM 84980 OTR.

I’m tempted.

Too tempted that when my mum said ‘Let’s go to Hong Dak.’ , all I heard was, ‘Let’s go to Honda.’

So I asked and giggled, ‘Honda? Hik hik hik.’

And she said, ‘Hong Dak lah. Kedai buah. Haha. Ok lah. Jom, kita pegi Honda sekali.’

Haha.

Chronic, I must say.

Junaidah I.

Posted on by under P. Ramlee The Musical

Ding ding dang dang ding.
Ding ding dang dang ding.
Ding dang ding dang.
Ding ding dang dang ding.

Abang Ramlee…
Junainah..
Junaidah, yang itu Junainah.
Oh, Junainah pon ada rupanya ya.
Ya. Ini kopinya, bang Ramlee.
Terima kasih. Susah-susah saja. Hehehe.
Sinilah.
Terima kasih, Junainah.
Junaidah!
Aih, ya ya ya. Sudah tentu. Sudah tenttuuuuu. Jangan marah. Hihihi. Jemput minum. Mmm, sedaaaappppp.

Sudah! ko jangan tersengeh-sengeh kat situ.
Issshhh. Cemburu lah kakak ni.

Hehe. Sudahlah hitam, manis, sedappp. Kopi lah, kopi. Junainah, Junainah. *sigh*

Lihatlah
Lihat dia bermesra
Membelai kekasihnya
Sepenuh hati dan jiwa

Dengarlah
Nada sukma kasihnya
Membalas belai mesra
Berlagu
Kaulah kekasihku

Leka
Ku dibelai mesra
Jarimu merayu
Menggoda di dada
Binasalah aku
Hanyut kepadamu
Kerana leka
Dan juga tergoda
Belaianmu mesra

Eh eh eh. Lebih-lebih la kamu.
Lihat itu.
Sampai hati kamu mendahului kami semua.
Shhhh! Dia kan sedang bercanda.
Aduhaiii.

Apakah
Akan begitu kita
Andai ditakdir pula
Kita semua kasihnya
Dengarkah
Degupan jantung hati
Gelora cinta kami
Menyanyi
Kau lah cinta sakti

Leka
Ku dibelai mesra
Jarimu merayu
Menggoda di dada
Binasalah aku
Hanyut kepadamu
Kerana leka
Dan juga tergoda
Belaianmu mesra

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Ramblings.

Posted on by under Daily Scribbles

I’ve been sitting in front of Delilah since 11 am. Now it’s 4.30 in the afternoon. I was in front of the TV and now I’ve moved to the main living room. I’ve updated both facebook and friendster profile, watched latest episode of Prison Break, made Kodomo Lion skipped again and again to collect enough paw points to move to another level, checked all three emails, bloghopped, read both Utusan and Harian Metro online, chatted with Azwan, Soya and Wanee Ahnal, browsed friends’ profiles on both friendster and facebook and now, updating my blog with another entry. Well, consider my blog is updated as soon as I click the publish button. Haha.

I guess this is how it feels to have finished studies yet unemployed. I am employed, yet I don’t know where I will be teaching. Blah.

OK, I smelled rendang. Has someone been cooking rendang? I am all alone. Huks.

I am just anxious of knowing where I’ll be posted. I think all my coursemates are feeling the same. I have not called anyone from BPG, afraid to be turned down by their endless reasons for not being able to tell us where we will be posted. Thanks to friends who have called BPG and kept us updated. Well, we were told last week that we should be able to know about it this week. Faa called again on Monday and again were told that we should be able to know next week. And when someone call BPG next week, it’s the week after?

Right, I have just received an email from Sheela saying that our names will only be processed in January and the posting will only be on somewhere middle of January. Errr, school starts on the 5th of January!  Come on la. Just another lame reason, I guess. Blah.

Maybe we just need to keep quiet and wait for the pengetua(s) and guru besar(s) to personally call us and ask our whereabouts. Haha.

Chocolate Cornetto McFlurry from McDonalds is delicioouuuuusssssss. Hmmph hmmph.

Alright then. I’m off to finish Chocolate Cornetto McFlurry of mine. Then, it’s Sudoku time. I’ve just bought another two Sudoku workbooks. Yale yale.

Oh, before I’m off, congratulations to both Soya and Najib who got engaged to each other on Tuesday. Wuhu!

Daa.

p/s: Please take a good care of yourself. Have enough rest to make yourself healthy again. Take care. 🙂