I know for a fact that it over my own carelessness that now my iPhone is missing.

I know for a fact that there are reasons why the iPhone is now missing.

I know for a fact that Allah has something else reserved for me.

I also know for a fact to look at this matter positively.

I know for a fact that there is a silver lining behind every cloud.

I am not mourning over the lost iPhone. I did not cry bucket of tears when I noticed that the phone was not in the car. Yes, I did shed a few tears. And it was because I was talking to the people I love most, when I was telling them how the phone went missing and the words that they provide to give me comfort.

But, no matter how positive I look at things, it is impossible not to feel regret or ‘terkilan’ over the lost of something valuable.

It is impossible not to feel regret or ‘terkilan’ over something that you earned using your hardship money.

It is impossible not to feel regret or ‘terkilan’ over something that contains some memories of yours with your loved ones and the memories are now gone with the phone.

When I wrote some statuses on my Facebook, I received variety of comments. Some eased me a lot while some made me feel rather ‘angry’ or ‘terkilan’.

Asking me to ‘cool’, to ‘relax’, that does not help. Telling me ‘losing an iPhone is better than losing your car’ does not help either.

Are you telling me that it’s ok to regret or feel sad over losing your car but it is not ok to feel sad or regret over a missing iPhone?

Come on la.

The above status was status number three that I wrote about the missing iPhone. First, you tell me to reflect on things that I may have overlooked and overdone, and then you suggest  to do one thing that is not even funny in this situation.

Not being helpful. At all.

FYI, I am not THAT desperate.

I know I wrote three statuses about the missing iPhone. But if you are in my shoe, you can’t help it either, can you?

You can’t help to think about your missing precious item that it appeared in your dreams two nights in a row. You can’t stop yourself from searching the car over and over again hoping to find the missing iPhone. It brings no harm to me, and certainly will bring no harm to you.

I know that this entry will eventually appear on my Facebook. If you feel offended just by reading this, don’t bother. This is just how I felt after reading your comments and at the moment of writing this.

Goodbye for now.