Hati yang bulat.

Bulatkan hati. Biar selaras dengan bentuk muka dan bentuk badan sendiri. Hati kena bulat. Tekad. Nekad. Jangan pandang belakang. Terasa bulatan hati goyah dengan sms ibunda? Kuatkan kuda-kuda. Pacak batang pisang jangan biar todak menyerang lagi. Jangan biarkan air mata menitis berjujuran. Cukup sudah 3 hari. Eh, bercucuran lah, berjuraian. Bukan berjujuran. Huks. Kini rasanya sudah tekad dan nekad dengan keputusan yang dibuat. Keputusan yang rasanya macam melibatkan hidup dan mati. Sudah tahu nak membelok ke simpang mana di sebuah persimpangan dilema. Rujukan pon telah dibuat. Jauh nun di Sri Lanka. Rujukan saya pon telah memberikan kata-kata persetujuan, kata-kata perangsang. Lebih tekad rasanya. Tekad? Ya, saya tekad dan nekad. Saya dah isi borang itu. Saya dah letak negeri pilihan penempatan. Saya letak sekali daerah dan kawasan yang saya mahukan dalam catatan tambahan.
Negeri mana jadi pilihan?
Selangor Darul Ehsan.

Kenapa Selangor?
Kerana saya mahu mencuba nasib di tempat baru. Dan kalau boleh, tidak mahu menggunakan kabel yang ada untuk mendapatkan tempat di sesebuah sekolah.

Daerah mana jadi pilihan?
Daerah Kuala Selangor dan Daerah Sabak Bernam.

Kenapa Daerah Kuala Selangor dan Daerah Sabak Bernam?
Kerana saya merasakan kos hidup tidaklah tinggi di kedua-dua kawasan itu. Kawasan itu juga tidak dikongkong oleh urbanisasi (seperti mana Kuala Lumpur) malah tidak lah juga ketinggalan atau terlalu kekampungan. Kedudukan geografi kedua-dua daerah ini adalah di dalam laluan perjalanan Sitiawan-Kuala Lumpur. Lantas, memudahkan saya pulang ke Sitiawan dan juga beronggeng di Kuala Lumpur.

Ada bandar tambahan?
Ada. Shah Alam.

Kenapa Shah Alam?
Tak tahu. Ini saya memang tak tahu. Rujukan saya di Sri Lanka yang mencadangkan Shah Alam dan saya rasa tak ada salahnya kalau saya letak Shah Alam.


Begitulah. Selama 3 hari konflik saya rasakan. Air mata pon banyak yang tumpah. Benda lain boleh pulak tak nangis. Isu negeri pilihan penempatan pulak yang ditangisi. Cis. Dah. Hantar borang tu kat tQa. Biar tiada tangan yang gatal pegi tukar kawasan yang dimahukan. Bukan tangan je yang gatal. Biar tiada fikiran atau perasaan yang bergolak lagi. Sudahlah. Zas.

Babai Vista.

I am currently in Mid Valley’s Starbucks, transfering all my files to an external hard drive. I have finally gave up on Vista and now I am going to reformat Delilah back to XP. Babai Vista. Bai. Daaa~

*UPDATED*

Delilah is now working on XP after 5 hours of hardship in Starbucks. Yay! I’ve been wanting to say this ever since I bought Delilah and finally I can say it out loud. Vista Sucks!!

Dear Hepipipel 02,
Thank you very much. And I’m sorry for being so blank today, I was hungry to death, remember? Well, hepipipel have their down sides too. =D. You know it very well, don’t you?

Hepipipel 02

Me, Myself and I.

  • INTRODUCTION

First Name – Fazlin Farieza.
Nickname – Alin, Debab, Aslan.
Name you wish you had – None. I love my name.
What do people normally mistake your name – Fariza (without e)
Birthday – 22nd August 1985
Birthplace – Sitiawan, Perak
Time of Birth – 10.48 pm
Single or taken – Single.
Zodiac sign – Leo. Raawwwwrrrrrr!.

  • YOUR APPEARANCES

How tall are you – 160++ cm kot.
Wish you were taller – Sometimes.
Eye color – Black.
Eye color you want – Brown. But I like it the way it is.
Natural Hair Colour – Black.
Current Hair Colour – Black.
Short or long hair – Just the way I like it.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre colour – Nope.
Curly,Straight,Wavy – Wavy.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – Cut it short.
Glasses or contacts – Both.
Do you wear make-up – Yeyeh.
Ever had hair extensions – I don’t need one.
Paint your nails – Nope. Natural beauty sudah lah.

  • IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER

What color eyes – Whatever eye colour he has.
What color hair – Whatever natural hair colour he has.
Shy or Outgoing – A bit of both.
Looks or personality – Personality. Looks is a bonus.
Sexy or Cute – A bit of both.
Serious or Fun – Know when to be serious and know when to have fun.
Older or Younger than you – Older.
A turn on – The way he brings himself.
A turn off – Rempits.

  • THIS OR THAT

Flowers or Chocolate – Chocolate.
Pepsi or Coke – Vanilla Coke.
Rap or Rock – Rock kapak plish.
Relationship or One night stand -A relationship.

School or Work – University life.
Love or Money – I want them both.
Movies or Music – A bit of both.
Country or City – Country.
Sunny or Rainy days – Rainy days.
Friends or Family – Family, of course.

  • HAVE YOU EVER

Lied – Everyone has done so.
Stole something – Don’t really remember.
Smoked – I used to be a second hand smoker.
Hurt someone close to you – Intentionally, I don’t think so. Unintentionally, I don’t know.
Broke someone’s heart – Maybe.
Had your heart broken – Yup. And I’ve moved on.
Wondered what was wrong with you – Sometimes.
Wish you were a prince/princess – Hik hik.
Liked someone who was taken – David Beckham.
Shaved your head – Not yet.
Been in love – I don’t know.
Used chopsticks – Always.
Sang in the mirror to yourself –Nope.
Ever cried over someone – Of course.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself –My attitude towards assignments.
Do you think you’re attractive – Do I really need to give an answer to this?
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Sleeping Beauty.
Do you play any sports – Volleyball.

  • FAVORITES

Flower – Roses and tulips.
Candy – Gummy bears.
Song – Rock kapaks.
Scent – Fresly cut grass and Cool Water for Women by Daviddoff.
Colour – It depends on my mood.
Movie – Stardust.
Singer – Anuar Zain.
Words – Alah lah.
Junk food – Super Ring.
Website – thelilmindofmine
Lotion – Johnson & Johnson
Anime – Ranma 1/2.