i can’t go to sleep..
all i think about is home..
and Ayah..

Ayah was admitted to a hospital yesterday..
pls pray..
for Ayah..
and for our family too..

*need strength*

ayah.. mama..

i miss you.

*teary eyes*

do whatever u think is right..
believe in what u believe..
u have ur own stand..
be firm with ur stand..
there’s no need to explain ur stand..
if u r tired of justifying ur acts..
then stop..
there’s no need to..
whatever u do..
whatever u decide..
i believe in u..
because u know urself best..

i miss u dear girl..

*hugs and kisses*

I hardly cry..
sad movies never make me cry..
but today, i cried..
i just cried that it lasted for 40 minutes..

all the emotions have been boiling up inside of me..
waiting for the time to explode..
and today, it exploded..
in streams of tears..
stream after stream..

why?
selfishness..
losing trust..
home..
wanting to be home..
lonely..
i’m missing mama..
i’m missing ayah..
wanting to be home..
in the arms of mama and ayah..
and..
i think..

i miss him.