i want it back!

i want my star wars notebook back.
can someone suggest some ways how to get it back?
i can’t simply tell the person i gave the book to that i want it back.

uhuk uhuk..

🙁

why la i gave him the book at the first place, knowing that i have my notes in there.

*sigh*

Of ‘sehattnyer u!!’ and shopping..

Finally, an update. Hehe.

I went to KL last week and from the 3 people I made plans to meet up with, I received 2 ‘sehattnyyerrrrr u!!!’ and 1 ‘alin, ko cam dah kurus!’. Both ‘sehatttnyyyeeerrrrr u!!!’ were from Pn Fazlinah and Pn Rozanna, my lecturers from my foundation years in IPBA. Congratulations to both of them for receiving scholarships to pursue their Ph. D. locally and oversea. The only compliment I received about me being kurus was from my ex-room mate in MMU whom I have not seen in years, Farah, who is also a third cousin of mine. My grandfather and her grandfather are cousins.

I spent most of my time in KL shopping. I had dinner with my two sisters at Mid Valley’s Manhattan Fish Market, thanks to my second sister, Jaja, who paid for the dinner. I also bought a new pair of shoes from Nose and a Clinique lipstick. The next day, Pn Rozanna treat me a lunch at Lucky Garden’s Strudels in Bangsar with her two sons. And then I went tudung and brooch shopping at Jalan TAR and window shopping in Sogo. My sister and I then went straight to a pasar malam in Bandar Tun Razak to find something to eat. My first ever pasar malam since I came back home. Manjung punyer pasar malam pon tak pegi lagi. Haha. Seems pathetic kan. The day after that I had lunch with Farah at KLCC’s Pizza Hut and then bought a Guess purse which was on sale. Puas hati la sangatsangat. Ahaks.

I guess this is all for today. Really dont’ know what to talk about tau. Maybe it’s because I have been doing nothing for the past few weeks. Hahaha.

I’ll get things updated later ye. If there’s any. 🙂

Bismillahhirahmannirrahim~

Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah engkau catatkan…
Dia milikku tercipta buatku…
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku…
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami…
agar kemesraan itu abadi…
Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihi…
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini…
ketepian yang sejahtera abadi…

Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan…
dia bukan milikku…
bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku…
luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku…
dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan…

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti…
berikanlah aku kekuatan…
melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit…
hilang bersama senja nan merah…
agarku bisa bahagia…
walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…
dan Ya Allah yang tecinta…
gantilah yang telah hilang…
tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah…
walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku…
pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu…
sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan…
adalah yang terbaik buatku…
kerana Engkau maha Mengetahui…
segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini…

Ya Allah…
cukuplah engkau sahaja yang jadi pemeliharaku…
di dunia dan di akhirat…
dengarlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang daif ini…
jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian…
di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat…
menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran…
maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman…
supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup…
ke jalan yang Engkau redhai…
dan kurniakanlah padaku…
keturunan yang soleh…

Amin… Ya Rabbal A’lamin…

p/s: tq TqaHanif for the picture..

onde-onde

my project for today is being on hold..ehh x moh la tulis in English..malas nk pikir..okeh..berbalik kepada projek hr ini..projek tertangguh..pasai apa? mau tau kenapa? kepala…ehh bukan..kelapa..kelapa tu dah tak best..yer..kelapa parut tu..dah cam masam sket..alahai..nasib baik perasan waktu try seketul dua kuih tue..so skrang ni..tak leh sambung buat sbb kene tunggu mama beli kelapa parut lepas her high tea kat hotel crystal..aiiyyooo..mcm lambat jer..cemane nk bg auntie ngan uncle untuk berbuka puase nih..so..sementara tunggu kelapa parut yg tatau bile nk sampai umah..hapdet la blog ni sket..okeh dah..abeh citer onde onde untuk hari ini..

i did it again..

i told him that i am in malaysia.
i shouldnt have told him.

i dont want him to know.
that was what i decided a few months back.
but, just half an hour ago i told him that im at home.
it shouldnt have happened.
i should have a strong will not to let him know.

addoooiiiii..
what was i thinking?