coming in the new year~~

it’s been a long time since i put an entry on to my blog..been busy..the posponed exam..assignments..work..just so many things to do..and when im finally free..im off to belgium, germany and holland tonight..early morning to be exact..i’ll be back just in time for hari raya haji..and i guess my next entry will be in the new year..

p/s: photos of the nicest ppl in my work place will be uploaded when im back from hols..

c ya!! dont wanna be ya!!

oh yeah..

Happy New Year!!

home is where my heart is right now..

I hardly cry..
sad movies never make me cry..
but today, i cried..
i just cried that it lasted for 40 minutes..

all the emotions have been boiling up inside of me..
waiting for the time to explode..
and today, it exploded..
in streams of tears..
stream after stream..

why?
selfishness..
losing trust..
home..
wanting to be home..
lonely..
i’m missing mama..
i’m missing ayah..
wanting to be home..
in the arms of mama and ayah..
and..
i think..

i miss him.

she~

..the heart of a woman is damn unique..
she
takes rejections
heals sorrow
builds confidence
and
allocates spaces for new hope
..she is a kind of strong..
thanks, Soya!!

taGGed by aNa~10 sexiest peopLe..

this is my third time being tagged and the tagged topic is 10 sexiest people on earth..this is the list in no particular order..

David Beckham – i’m sure everyone must have guessed that this person is a MUST on the list..no justification needed..ex-Man U player, ex-England captain and now playing for Real Madrid..he is sexy being the way he is..no one can deny that..with or without shirt..sarong or pants..football jersey or tux..being bald or having his hair tied up..the money he makes..those cars he drives..and the list goes on..

Ralph Fiennes – yes, he is that guy in Maid in Manhattan..i fell in love with him straight..he is sexy when the lines on his face crinkle up as he talks or laughs or smiles..and if u haven’t watched the movie..this is the time..and he’s the one u should kept ur eyes on..
Fabio Cannavaro
– who agrees that he is one of the most sexiest man alive? haha..so sexy..he was being appointed the Italian team captain since 1997..even before beckham..and he is STILL the captain..unlike beckham who quits after england failed to move on..ohh..nothing is sexier than cannavaro chasing a ball across the field in that tight blue Italy football jersey with sweat running down the bald head of his..

Sean Connery – yeah Ana, i agree with u..he is one of the older men who are sexy despite their age..can’t reason anymore..
Shayne Ward – he has the look, he has the voice and he has the charm to make girls screaming fanatically at him..at the age of 21, he has won the X-Factor UK 2005.. if u have the time, watch the episodes of xfactor on youtube and u’ll realise he’s the winner since the first day..

Wade Robson – if u wondering who this person might be..he’s the one who coreographed most of nsync’s moves..he even has his on show on MTV called the Wade Robson Show where he searches for new talents for the dancing industry..he’s hot when he grooves to the music..
Hans Isaac – the only Malaysian in the list..the ability to converse in the Malay Language flawlessly and like a Malay..he looks like a Malay even though he’s not..the way he brought all his characters on screen, he looks so good that u want to have a man like him in ur life..and he is so goooooooooddddd in kutub utara kutub selatan..so charming…

Won Bin – the only Korean on the list..he’s acted in autumn in my heart, friends, brotherhood and tae guk gi..he is sexy in autumn in my heart..driving a BMW and then have to fight with his best friend to win the love of his life..

Nigel Baker – one of the judges in American Next Top Model and also a professional photographer..why is he sexy? bald..dark skin..sumtimes he has the few-days-old stuble on his face..and the accent..ohhh.. i love his accent..
The Pussycat Dolls – oppss…this makes 15 sexiest people..haha..they are the sexies ladies around..and even their songs sound sexy like they are..

there u go..the 10..ohh no..the 15 most sexiest people on earth..anyone wanna add to that?